Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Happy Place....

Last night the weather was just perfect!  There was a light breeze blowing through the house while I roasted some salmon for dinner and made a strawberry salsa to go with it.  I of course had a little helper with me most of the time too, although she decided that it would be tons of fun to squish the grape tomatoes between her little fingers and watch the juices fly everywhere.  We found Daddy pretty quickly after that and he took Lucy outside so I could finish up cooking. :)  I have posted the recipe on the blog before, but the original can be found here.

Salmon with Strawberry Salsa...yummy goodness!
Mealtimes have become a bit of a challenge as Lucy swears she isn't hungry ever.  Me: "Lucy, let's go eat dinner....are you hungry?" Lucy:  "No"  Me: "Look here are some yummy strawberries...let's sit down and eat."  Lucy: "No"  Hmmmm....  So basically she screamed and threw a fit the whole time we ate.  Ok...so maybe before and after dinner were more my happy place...and well, let's just say it's a good thing I had an ice cold beer to get me through the whining and crying while I ate my lovely meal!

After dinner we went back outside, also known as Lucy's favorite place ever!  This kid would spend her entire life outside if she could...just like her Daddy :)  I tried to get some pictures of she and I by the beautiful daisies we have popping up but she was more into trying to steal the camera away from me than smiling and taking pictures.


She's checking out the guy mowing next door.  Anytime he would get remotely close she would start yelling, "Hi!!! Hi!!!"  Funny kid!
Now that the weather is nicer, walks have become a big hit at home.  Lucy LOOOVES to go for walks!  She sits on the edge of her stroller, hands stretched out to hold the tray in front and has her eyes peeled for birds, balls, doggies, trucks, you name it!  She has figured out how to climb up into her stroller too, so she will just sit there and wait for someone, anyone, to take her on a walk.  So, of course we went on a walk last night.

Hmmm...sunglasses!
I'm ready for my walk now!


After our beautiful walk I cleaned up the kitchen while Pat put Lucy to bed.  Then I made this:
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 Major Yum!  Healthy, yummy evening snack. The recipe can be found here.   I slurped it up while I watched the results show for Dancing with the Stars.  Um, is anyone else as sad as I am that Maria got voted off??? Boo! I loved her!  Guess I'll be cheering for William Levy now!

Hope you are taking time to enjoy the beautiful weather and all the wonderful little things in life.  Minus dinnertime tantrums....but, you get the point!

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Joy

This past Sunday was Mother's Day...and what a fantastic day it was!  Pat had wanted to make me breakfast in bed....but I really LOVE to make breakfast so I asked him if it would be ok if we all cooked together as I had been wanting to try to make my own challah bread for french toast.  He was of course on board!

So Saturday afternoon I spent some quiet time by myself working on this bread.  I was mostly excited as I was able to use my fancy mixer I got for Christmas!  The challah was fairly easy to assemble and had several rises, which gave us just enough time to try out the new pizza place in town for dinner on Saturday night!  When we got home Pat put Lucy to bed and I finished baking off my bread.  I think it turned out pretty good...and it tastes even better than it looks!  You can find the recipe here.



On Sunday morning I was able to sleep in which was wonderful and Pat had a pot of coffee hot and ready when I finally woke up!  Then we all went to work on our yummy breakfast of Challah French Toast and a Mushroom and Scallion Frittata. 

I recently had Lucy help me make pizza for dinner one night and ever since then if she sees me doing anything remotely close to cooking she has to "Elp".  She drags a chair that she stands on all the way over to the counter and repeatedly requests "Up-a"  "Up-a".  I'm not sure how a one syllable word became two...but it's adorable when she says it!  And while everything takes a LOT longer with her help, I just flat out love it :)

Trying to get into the yummy vanilla beans!





Mixing up the eggs, milk and vanilla
"I do it"
Yummy Goodness!
Real life:  Lucy screamed and refused to sit in her high chair...so Pat is holding her.  See her tray on the table and her fork in hand???  Silly girl!
My wonderful birdhouse made by Pat and Lucy!





I loved the birdhouse that Pat and Lucy made for me!  I knew he was working on something special as he had asked me not to go down in the basement.  Saturday afternoon he took Lucy down with him so she could help.  I couldn't help but laugh as the entire time she was down there I could hear her screaming and throwing a fit!  When he finally brought her back up he looked exhausted and said, "That was a lot harder than I thought it would be!"

Screaming or not....it turned out great!

Thanks for a great Mother's Day! I am so lucky to have a wonderful husband and the sweetest, albeit opinionated, little girl who made me a mama :)

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Book Club

So let's talk about books today!! It's sunny and a pretty spring day here, but my favorite days for reading are dark and gloomy rainy days.  Curling up on the couch with a blanket some tea and a good book are what I always wish for on those sorts of afternoons. Granted, I have little free time these days to lounge on the couch for an entire afternoon with my nose in a book....but that is my happy place for sure!  On my most frazzled days I remember back to my single and pre-baby life where I would spend countless hours engrossed in a book without a care in the world.  But then I remember those days I used to long to be married and have a baby  :)

So I thought that while I may only have time to squeeze my reading in now on my lunch breaks and right before bed, I would share some of my favorites!

 First up, Peace Like a River.  Now, I haven't read this book in a very long time, but I so loved it!  It was unlike any book I had previously read. It's a story on how faith, family, and a miracle or two can overcome anything. 














Next up, Shanghai Girls.  This was a surprising one for me as it's a fairly sad book, but it was one of those books that pulled me in.  When I wasn't reading I was thinking about the characters, wondering what I would do if I were in their place.  It's about two sisters living in Shanghai in the late 1930's when Shanghai was a glamorous and beautiful city to live in.  However once Japan starts bombing their wonderful city, their family is torn apart by war and betrayal.  The sisters face many trials, but stick together though it all.  There is a sequel to this book called Dreams of Joy, which I also enjoyed, however it was just as sad.















Ahhh, the Hunger Games.  I was a little late to the party on this one.  I had heard about it but truthfully, I thought it was a boy book.  The cover didn't appeal to me nor did the title.  Plus I had heard vague reference to it being set in the future which also was a turn off to me.  It wasn't until the first movie preview came out that I realized I might be missing something.  And missing something I was!  Holy moly I LOVED these books.  I loved them so much that I flat out ignored and neglected my family while I raced through the first book in a matter of 2 days (which is pretty good when you have a busy toddler in the house).  And then I was addicted, I had to keep reading.  My husband thought I had lost my mind until I convinced him to at least try reading the first one.  He isn't much of a reader, but he was hooked too!  I will say the first two books were my favorite of the series.  I though the last book got a bit horrific for my liking...although lets be honest...the whole thing is pretty brutal.  Once I finished the books I almost felt lost.  And I had NO idea what I could possibly read next that could even come close to being half as good as the Hunger Games were.  Definitely not a boy book :)

The Art of Racing in the Rain...what a great book!  It's told from a dog's (Enzo) perspective which is totally different, but oh so wonderful.  Enzo narrates his story explaining the difficulties of being a dog, i.e. no opposable thumbs and a tounge that makes drinking water difficult and speaking impossible.  All Enzo wants is to be human. In fact, he has watched specials on TV about how the Mongolians believe dogs come back as humans in their next life.  So Enzo works hard to be ready for his next life.  His owner is an unassuming yet lovable guy who loves to race cars and he and Enzo spend countless hours watching races on TV.  We follow along with Enzo's owner as he gets married and has a family, but see everything through a dog's eye.  It's both heartwarming and gut-wrenching.  I promise you will shed a tear...or sob like a baby, which is what I did.  But this is one of the few books with a great ending!




In my constant quest for the next great book, I have come across a few that I am sure would be wonderful, but honestly I don't know if I can bring myself to read them.  My mommy-heart has made me pretty sensitive on what I can and cannot tolerate.  But maybe you can convince me otherwise.  Although I am pretty convinced I should have read these before I had a baby....

Redeeming Love.  Everyone says this book is fantastic.  And I did read and excerpt from the book and was hooked.  But then I realized there was going to be a very dark period in Angel's life and I just couldn't read it.  I was upset just having an idea of what was about to happen.  I know this book is based on a biblical story...but again, this mommy-heart of mine isn't sure I can handle something like this.



Sarah's Key is another one.  It looks so good, but man...little kids and the Holocaust....not sure I can go there.


So those are just some of my favorites.  If you can convince me to add the last two to that list...I might think about it :)  Might being the word here.

What are some of your favorite books??

Monday, May 7, 2012

Mommy and Me Weekend

This past weekend Pat was down in Nashville helping his good friend celebrate his bachelor party.  So Lucy and I decided that since it was just the two of us, we would have our own party all weekend!  We had a mostly great weekend, although Lucy decided that since she couldn't find Dada, there was no way she was going to let me out of her sight.  The poor kid wouldn't even take a nap on Saturday since she was so upset at being left alone.  And, well I'm just not great at letting her cry it out....so we broke a bunch of rules this weekend, including letting her fall asleep on the couch next to me every night.  But hey, that's how we make things fun when we are missing Dada.  The poor kid would walk around the house asking "Dada?  Dada?  Bye-bye?"  So we looked at pictures of him and blew him kisses and I told her he would be home soon.

Saturday we helped one of my great friends celebrate her baby shower.  Unfortunately I don't have any pictures of the shower, but Lucy did great!  She was pretty shy to begin with, but before I knew it she was running around, playing with balloons and having a blast!  She is just so funny to watch!

On Sunday the weather was really nice so we spent lots of time outside.  We went on several walks which Lucy LOVES and pointed out every single bird we saw along the way.  Then we came home and walked all over the yard looking for flowers to pick.  While I was worn out by the time the weekend was over, it was great to have some girl time for sure :)

I snapped a few cell phone pics over the weekend to share.

Working on our Lego Skills
Lucy loves to talk on the phone and pretends everything is a phone.  Here she is with 2 remotes walking around saying, "Huwo?  Huwo?"  Hilarious!
Lucy LOOOVES her doggy
Trying out Mama's shoes
Sweet little girl fast asleep on the couch next to me
I hope you all had a great weekend too!

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Life in the Fast Lane

Well, I don't know what to say except that I am back.  I think :)  It's not like I forgot I had a blog.  Quite the opposite really.  I think about it often.  I would contemplate what I would blog about, what pictures to include and what title each post would have.  And then life is just busy.  It's mostly a great sort of busy.  But still, busy.

Anyways I'm stopping in to let you all know I am here.  I am alive.  And I am great!  Just, you know, busy :)  So, here is an update in pictures if you will.  Since I last posted we dressed Lucy up for Halloween, we moved, had Lucy's FIRST birthday, celebrated Christmas, enjoyed sledding with Lucy for the first time, went on a few date nights with my hubby and made LOTS of meals.  I suppose I should also mention that after the first of the year I eliminated meat from my (mostly our) diets.  I still eat eggs and seafood and dairy.  But have cut out meat.  And I am really enjoying it.  I have been reading too many things about meat and feel this is a great decision for our family. 

But that is an entirely different topic that deserves its very own post...and then some :)

So here we go....

Our little Moo-Cow for Halloween :)
So cute!
Birthday morning!  Balloons on the floor!
She loved the ball pit we got her for her birthday!
Opening presents at her party!
Singing Happy Birthday to our sweet girl!
Christmas Morning
Opening presents with Roxy :)
Lucy was not impressed with sledding, but Pat and I had fun :)
Helping Daddy sweep the drive
Playing in our big open yard!
Easter morning with Dada!
Me and my sweet girl!
Easter morning before church
Playing with her lego's.  She loves to stack them high and then clap for herself!  So funny!
I plan to get back on my game with blog posts as there is so much to chat about!  Hope everyone is having a great week and I'll be back with new posts soon!!! :)

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

By a thread.....

Am I the only one who feels like they are hanging on by a thread?  This past month has been an overwhelming whirlwind.  I got sick.  We sold our house and bought a new house.  I was still sick.  Pat left for a business trip for an entire week leaving me home with a very mobile baby and a house to pack.  The week before we moved I got really sick with the stomach flu.  We shipped our baby off to grandparents in an effort to finally pack up our house.  And then we moved.  And I got sick again.

I am generally a pretty happy person...optimistic.  Happy.  But lately, I just feel like I keep getting knocked down again and again.  I am pretty frustrated about not being healthy and I think that is altering my attitude about everything else.  I have been tired, run down, exhausted.  Which in turn makes me a failing wife, mother and friend.  Our house is a disaster with boxes everywhere and by the time I get Lucy to bed, I am ready for bed myself.  Pat has been good about picking up the slack...but I feel like I am useless.

What a downer post so far huh?  I guess I just feel like maybe if I put it all out there...I can start to move on.  I can remember that I truly have so much to be grateful for.  I have been praying a lot lately for healing and happiness.  My faith reminds me that this season will pass and life will calm down again.  But my human heart keeps me doubting.

I feel like suddenly my life is no longer my own.  I know...this is silly and whiny and pouty.   Yes, I have a wonderful husband, beautiful daughter and a new home.  And yet....where do I fit into that equation?  I feel like suddenly I am no fun anymore.  I am just barely fulfilling my roles as wife and mom.  I get the baby to daycare each day, go to work, come home and make dinner, wash bottles, feed the baby, give her a bath while Pat cleans up our mess, put her to bed, pack her food for the next day, unpack the house and fall into bed and kiss Pat goodnight.  I know I signed up for this.  And I know that I want all these things.  I just am having trouble finding the joy in it. 

There are so many things I would love to do.  I want to learn how to sew.  I want to sit down and read a book on a rainy afternoon in peace and quite.  I want to become more crafty. I want to learn how to can tomatoes and make freezer jam (a bit late in the season, granted), I want to find 5 minutes to paint my nails.

And now I just have a list of "I wants".  Which sounds selfish.  Maybe God is teaching me a lesson in serving others.

So, I'm not a mom who has it all together.  But I will continue to have faith, and to trust in the One bigger than me.


Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Lucy 9 month photos sneak peak

Here are just a few of the super cute pics we had taken last week....so can't wait to see the rest! :)



 Thanks for always bringing us so much joy my sweet little girl! :)